KNIFE IN THE DARK

I dont know .... but somethings never leave my back. Like ... like the black riders of Mordor never leaving the trail of tht one ring supreme. But atleast these poor guys were under the dark evil influence of the powerful ring, which always drew them towards it. An analogy to my misery. I must be the prime glittering ring then, yes! I've also got to be magnetic attracting their attention towards the lost and wandering me, ok done. They are formless, inhuman too, in a way yeah. I must've held them under a revengeful spell somehow makin them achieve my objectives, wished i could. No big fella this isnt workin.
Yeno ... adru i dont understand. Somehow this crap never seems to see an end. More, its crushin my peace of mind. Isnt this the last thing u need? Engi aytu swalpa kelsa ilde votla hoDiyoNa andre. He never does it himself does he. Bloody!! Incessant clarifications non stop reminders, i've had enough ra. Fake excuses, insane cynicism, pessimistic expectations, they've all reached saturation. Like 'the man' once said. The pot is full and its time. Time i break the ice, give him a piece of my mind.
Visited a few of my classmates. Was it just me or did i really feel out of place i'll never know. Frankly i admit havent been the kind to have badly pursued their friendship among others. But seriously came as a shock. Tht comic intervention of the tall guy and his accomplice havent been makin things any smooth either. NO!! Cant say a thing. I'll never understand wat it is with these guys. All of them. I'd once said the ppl were pretty weird and unworthy of any attention or bother. Its started to puzzle me. Must be my own troubled self. In all its become like passing through a perilous unknown forest full of man eaters, yeah trees.